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1.
With eyes wide open I'm sleepwalking through Fields of a spotless mind Shattered lights are pouring out Flooding these virgin grounds With my heart wide open I'm sleepwalking through Fields of an infant mind Insensate love is pouring out Flooding these fertile grounds The blank mind's being baptized in ancient waters Impure waves arise underneath this sleeping skin Inspire the elastic self to copy self-defeating motions My liquid soul is sour and Fouls this dawning dream I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth With a soul that's broken I am sleepwalking through Endless layers of waking dreams Life is nothing but a dream My liquid soul is pouring in Infusing the mind and thought To drown me in my former selves Life is nothing but a dream My sour soul is pouring in Infecting the mind and thought To remind me of all the things I've lost It's holding every life I've given up I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth
2.
We are losing all connections We are losing I've never been so far away I've never been so close To the edge There's a dream beyond the machine I cut its wires That link my soul and mind To the cloud Can't you feel that We are losing all connections To ourselves To the self To each other Bare the self Unfold the self See the self We are losing all connections To ourselves To the self Look at each other We are losing all connections We are Losing all connections Choose life beyond living wired to a Machine To unlink us all From the cloud I've never been so crystal clear I'm only one step away From the edge I switch my system off I cut these wires That taint my soul and mind I am out Can't you feel that We are losing all connections To ourselves To the self To each other Bare the self Unfold the self See the self We are losing all connections To ourselves To the self Look at each other We are losing all connections We are losing all connections to ourselves 3x Choose life beyond living wired to a Machine To unlink the soul and mind From the cloud Can't you feel that We are Losing all connections Choose life beyond living wired to a Machine To unlink us all From the cloud
3.
I don't feel anything any more I'm not afraid of this dark Holding me for so long Each time your words are tearing me apart I will fix what's left of me I reinvent myself And my mind is counting reasons why I'm ok Well, I'm fine I’m changing Rearranging myself When I’m worn out You will break me To see me See me naked Again You are telling me that I don't belong here You are telling me that I don’t fit in this place I don't feel anything at all I'm not afraid of this place Holding me for so long Each time your eyes are tearing me apart I will fix what's left of me I repeat it endlessly My mind is counting reasons why I'm ok Well, that’s fine I’m changing Rearranging myself When I’m worn out You will break me To see me naked Again You are telling me that I don't belong here You are telling me that I don’t fit in this place I don't care who I am As long as I don't know who I am You don't know who I am? I'm your reflection I don't care who you are Just a reflection Telling me that I don't belong here You are telling me that I don’t fit in this place
4.
Every day feels the same I’m waiting for my meds To take my breath away Running through my veins I stop breathing And my heart stops beating for a while I’m staring at the ceiling Following my shadows I’m trying to catch them But I can’t reach them Hey you Wrap me up in chains and Pull me up to the ceiling Hey wrap your Hands around my neck Till time stands still and everything’s quiet Let’s play choking games Take my breath away You’re the end of every day I’m choking anyway On every breath I take You’re the end of every day Every day feels the same Still there’s something Trying to breathe life into me But I’m choking on every breath I take So I stop breathing To let this heart rest for a while I’m staring at the ceiling Following my shadows I’m trying to catch them But I can’t reach them Take my breath away You’re the end of every day I’m choking anyway On every breath I take I’m choking anyway On every breath I take Hey you Wrap me up in chains and Pull me up to the ceiling Hey wrap your Hands around my neck Till time stands still and everything’s quiet Let’s play choking games Take my breath away You’re the end of every day I’m choking anyway On every breath I take You’re the end of every day
5.
I'm standing at the edge of the world Where the sky’s touching ground I’m surrendering To the gravity Of a life alone beyond unknown I’m leaving behind fires consuming the past My heart’s feeding flames Their detergent lights Flooding the sky Above this place I used to call home I ripped my heart out to break I’ve left so many pieces on my ways One last shard I keep for myself I ripped my heart out to break May every piece serve its purpose very well But one last shard I keep for myself Every shard Of my broken heart May be a spark For a healing flame Consuming the past To set your hearts on fire again One last shard I keep for myself To light my way To ignite myself To save myself Now I’m standing at the edge of the world Now it’s time to let go I step into dark with this shard of my heart Forgiveness leads me through an open door I ripped my heart out to break I’ve left so many pieces on my ways One last shard I keep for myself I ripped my heart out to break May every piece serve its purpose very well But one last shard I keep for myself The last shard of My broken heart May be the spark For a flame To set myself on fire I’m so glad that I've come this far And forgiveness leads me through an open door I leave I fade Into silence I leave I fade Into silence
6.
Heavy Skin 04:09
You wrap me in this weak existence Drag me underneath its heavy skin Fetter me to this life and its transience Choose me to walk between (among) light and darkness Throw me into this violent place Set the scenery and document the explosion My bichrome eyes Evolve from a shifting sky Light and dark encase the ocean A dissonant sphere Merges my contrary poles Tension sets the core in motion I'm vibrating underneath this fading skin The saddest place to be In death I'll find relief Pull it out from inside Your love divides the earth I'm drowning under a bipolar sky I see the same truth through disparate eyes I see darkness 'n light at the same time Please Let me let go of this life I break in two Please Pull me out from inside Pass me through this bipolar sky You recognize yourself in me I'm your creation Tear me apart to build me up in your image again Live, die, repeat (Life würde besser klingen... da wär's aber Life Death Repeat... ich schwanke) My disparate eyes Shape one truth out of all I see And its reflection Malevolent cells Sphere my contrary poles Tension (Gravity) sets the core in motion I'm vibrating underneath this elusive skin The saddest place to be In death I'll find relief Pull it out from inside Your love divides the earth I'm drowning under a bipolar sky I see the same truth through disparate eyes See darkness 'n light at the same time Please Let me let go of this life I break in two Please Pull me out from inside Pass me through this bipolar fire Recognize yourself in me I'm your creation Tear me apart to build me up in your image again Live, die, repeat
7.
I am floating in silence No other place I'd rather be I am transcending my body I am weightless and without fear I am exposing My essence And I'm fading into the void There's no sound No dissonance Nothingness Embraces me I will leave this shell I'm falling straight into your arms again Wash it all away I'm so glad that you will let me in Again I'm drifting into darkness No other place I'd rather be I am transcending my perception I will find relief beyond myself I bear traces Of a thousand lives Now I am fading into the void I'm leaving this Worn out Body Holding me I will leave this shell I am falling straight into your arms again Wash it all away I'm so glad that you will let me in Again I will leave this shell Yeah Wash it all away Yeah I am sinking into unknown No other place I'd rather be I'm transcending time and distance Serenity is coming over me I am consumed by Emptiness I'm fading into the void Shattered into A thousand pieces Sprinkled onto A thousand lives I will leave this shell I am falling straight into your arms again Wash it all away I'm so glad that you will let me in Again Shattered into a thousand pieces Sprinkled onto a thousand lives I'm shattered into a thousand pieces Fading into the void I bear traces of a thousand lives I'm fading into the void I will leave this shell I am falling straight into your arms again Wash it all away I'm so glad that you will let me in Again I will leave this shell I am falling straight into your arms again Wash it all away I'm so glad that you will let me in Again
8.
The Ocean 06:31
I go into the ocean The waves are crashing down I go into the ocean The waves will cleanse the flesh away I go into the ocean Now it's time for me to leave I'm going down to the ground And drown this body in the sea I wanna leave This body holding me Unfold me My essence can be free Cleansing Healing I will find relief The waves will break This worn out case I'm in Only death can be cure for life I will find relief The waves will cleanse This worn out flesh away The moment I die, I feel alive Divide my soul from body Why you've chained me to this shell? I give it to the ocean The waves will cleanse the flesh away Divide my soul from spirit I'm not your son wearing your skin I'm going down into the deep And drown your image in the sea I wanna leave This body holding me Unfold me My essence can be free Cleansing Healing I will find relief The waves will break This worn out case I'm in Only death can be the cure for life I will find relief The waves will cleanse This worn out flesh away The moment I die, I feel alive Cleansing Healing I'm a driven broken mind Traveling from host to host Shifting shape Changing skin I wear the spirit like a mask A shield to veil the truth Protecting me Smothering me Divide my soul from body I choose eternity Unfold me Release me Expose the self My soul so weak and restless The waves will break This worn out case I'm in I will find relief The waves will break This worn out case I'm in Only death can be the cure for life I will find relief The waves will cleanse This worn out flesh from me The moment I die, I feel alive
9.
With eyes wide open I'm sleepwalking through Fields of a spotless mind Shattered lights are pouring out Flooding these virgin grounds With my heart wide open I'm sleepwalking through Fields of an infant mind Insensate love is pouring out Flooding these fertile grounds The blank mind's being baptized in ancient waters Impure waves arise underneath this sleeping skin Inspire the elastic self to copy self-defeating motions My liquid soul is sour and Fouls this dawning dream I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth With a soul that's broken I am sleepwalking through Endless layers of waking dreams Life is nothing but a dream My liquid soul is pouring in Infusing the mind and thought To drown me in my former selves Life is nothing but a dream My sour soul is pouring in Infecting the mind and thought To remind me of all the things I've lost It's holding every life I've given up I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I shed a thousand lives But my soul keeps searching A skin to feel again A mind to recognize itself I am sleepwalking through An infinite sequence Of recurring dreams That are shifting shape Changing skin But all end the same Save my eternal soul It's worn out, disfigured and deformed Break the cycle of rebirth

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released January 10, 2022

Music by Matthias Proctor, Philip Ackermann, Proxy Schmidt

Lyrics by Matthias Proctor

Mix & Master by Torsten Solberg & Matthias Proctor

Produced at Heartwarestudios Leipzig

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